Sorry it's been so long since I sat down to update you all.
Since we announced our departure from pursuing staff life, a lot has been going on emotionally for me (Kate). The first few weeks I think I didn't really know what to do with myself and I hadn't had a good cry about this huge change in our lives. Then a couple of weeks ago, it finally hit me that we'll probably never be one of those "missionary families" that speak at churches and live that lifestyle. So I've been grieving over that loss and working through a lot of personal things. I know this about myself, but you may not all know this: when things get hard, I have a tendency to withdraw quite severely and I become pretty introspective (which most people don't expect and don't know how to respond to) and so I've been sorting through things as best as I can. Louie has been a huge help in all of this.
He continues to prepare himself for ministry in the church (hopefully as a youth pastor somewhere) and spends a lot of time reading and job searching. I know it can be hard to wait, but I'm excited for the right job and I look forward to God's timing in providing it. Meanwhile, I'm back in the swing of things at the bank, and am looking forward to normal bank pace now that the holidays have passed...
We're learning more about each other and ourselves during this process of huge transition. We're also talking through and deciding on all the things we had planned around the lifestyle, timing and world of Campus Crusade. Please pray for us as we continue to make new plans and learn how to have a new lifestyle that's not currently centered around ministry.
Thanks for your prayers, friendship and encouragement.
Until next time,
Kate